My unspoken fear of losing friends. 

Passive, that's what I am. If you know me enough, you will realised that I am very ready to spare time for my friends, but am never ready to initiate and ask for theirs. So to think that I expect my friends to stay close to me, I wonder where my "confidence" came from. People say friends are in our lives for different seasons, but many times, I get so conscious and insecure when it seems like my season with them is over, like they've moved on from me, to greater people, to better friends. What happened to the "friends for life" we used to so strongly believed in, has it never existed?

I am a friend of God. 

At least I know He'd never get sick of me. :)