we will never be good enough for ourselves.
But since God said it, I believe it.

i want to be a blessing to everyone that comes by my life.
even if i'm left unremembered at the end of the day.

My dream is on its way.

God, if it is Your will, let it be done.
If not, I'll still walk, in faith and trust.
I promised I won't leave.

Watched This Is It.
I am so deeply impacted by MJ's humility. He was so unafraid and willing to share his stage with others. How many celebs can be as maganimous as him to do that? He was the King of Pop, yet he wanted others to shine and showcase their talents on HIS STAGE. What a 'humility'. :) He loved the world, and he expressed that through his talent. It's really a pity that concert didn't come to pass. But, the fact that he is a legend will remain until ???.

Random-ness

Do not let circumstances define your life.
Let your life define the circumstances.

the former allow things to overwhelm you. the latter allow you to overcome things. be smart, and choose wisely.

i browsed through all my blog entries. and i only have three words to say.

thank you God.

Watching old couples running together at the reservoir was simply a joy. Can you imagine, in spite of all the hurts, disappointments and unhappiness that they could have been through together, they refuse to let each other run alone? They were running TOGETHER. No one was ahead of the other.

There was another couple, struggling to advance in their run due to the wife's intermittent pauses. It warms my heart each time the husband stopped to encourage her and push her on. You know what, when I finished my run, they were still running TOGETHER. If you had run enough, you would have realised that it is really hard to 'restart' when it comes to running. Therefore, if I were the wife, I would probably have given up and started walking for the rest of the 'run'. But she didn't, she persevered with her spouse.

Conclusion: I want to marry someone who is willing to run with me, and someone whom I am willing to run with. forever.

Now i know why without faith, it's impossible to please God.

I don't take pride in my dance.
I don't take pride in my blocking.
I don't take pride in my music.
I don't take pride in myself, as a choreo.

SO DO I DESERVE TO BE A CHOREO?
i doubt so.
I've good dancers in my item, yet, everything turned out to be a disappointment. It's not that they don't dance well. But I guess, when the choreo doesn't respect her own choreo, her dancers won't as well. I learnt. This is just not working. I simply hope that everything will be better. I'm sorry girls. I'm such a disappointment. :(

Fight the fight and run the race. FINISH IT with the right attitude.

If I were who you think I were, then I wouldn't be here.

I am proud to be just another ordinary girl outside the 'stage image' everyone sees. Despite receiving twitching of eyebrows from people who sees me outside of the stage shell and are surprised to see JUST ANOTHER GIRL, I'm glad that I'm like that. All things to all men, some said. Sometimes I am afraid that people will despise me for being too 'sloppy' and 'ordinary' for the stage ministry, but I realise it's ok. cos I'm loved the way I am. If God can use someone so ordinary like me, I can't imagine what He can do with all the rest! Wooo... Simplicity of heart and a thankful attitude is all I want and need.

I think about these things but I don't think too much. Cos I know God is faithful, and I trust Him in all that I do. Carrying yourself well is very important, but being true to yourself is more crucial. What's the point of looking good all the time when you are just another facade? GO ON EILEEN. Grow and strive to look better, but also continue to learn to be humble and true. :)